making the part more complicated

i dont see why i am doing this

2005-09-04T00:38:00.000-11:00

this is not the time to tell at least someone about this shit, but im thinking about leaving my house... no special reason really.. just for some peace.. if i am to give a licence and ofcourse --- a car, 5 minutes after this updating shit, ill be outta this house! thinking about apparating to a beach.. or atleast a wide crappy place (without anything in sight) .. freaky id say that..

another thought..

everytime i feel "sad" or whatever you call it, i always feel like crying.. something-heavy-inside-my-chest feeling.. you damn know what im talking about!

hey you.. the man with a power shit.. take me to the ocean! make sure you'll give me someone to talk to! like the sea monster or something! i dont like human.. they're not worth my thoughts! take me to the mountains instead! there ill find my self slashed to death by a warewolf or some crazy animal which i will be their tasty dinner! got it? disobey me, you die.. happy birthday genie of mine!!

if i dont die tonite, i might as well have a nightmare...

dont appreciate this, human?

like i wanted you here...

i am a freak who fancy death.. i see souls everywhere like i am one of them. looking horribly funny without their eyeballs intact... well.. i just hope they were.. i dream about it almost every cursed resting hours.

you think im mad? laugh all you can human! ill see you soon when death reaches you.

good day reader

outta here

2005-09-02T02:48:00.000-11:00

im having rough times without my cellphone..
blame my self.. felt so reckless..

now that i realized that no one's tempting to reach this damn site anymore, i might as well -- not shut it down really, but to express my self more! haha sounds silly but its making feel a bit better. shouting out some of thoughts but no one dares to listen! thats a good thing really.. never told my old friends about my self ya know..

well, my life is turning to be a bit boring nowadays.. no inspirations whatsoever. its pretty lame to think about it but i am merely thinking about my self now than anyone.. yeah, selfish isnt it? yes though, if you try to imagine what my life's now, youll reckon i am a loner or something.. darn you heard that right.. im trying to be actually.. haha if you find it rather odd, this is just a part of me. you ought to know this! haha

im talking nonsense again

well school's not fun -- and it has never been worth while if you ask me.. i always come late.. and i've done it much purposely..

shall i interest you for more further thoughts of mine you ought to know? nah.. im not taking this stuff seriously anyway! people might find it less interesting.

have you tried drinking a rather strong coffee late night before sleeping? i did it once yesterday.. i force thy eyes to rest and its obvious you know i cant sleep for the great effect of caffeine to my nerves is driving me mad. foolish of you if you think im complaining. later that night, i was thinking all sorts of things.. about my cell being no where to be seen, thinking i havent seen my inbox for ages.. and the stuff i ought to do.. there are loads of it i tell ya.. and then i started crying. and the funny thing is.. my mind is absolutely blank! 5 in the morning i felt really tired.. rested my eyes once more and started to feel sleepy.. minutes later.. my mum's yells began to spread all over the house to keep the people moving.. to think that im supposed to wake up 8 in the morning. this is a mad experience!

now, still up... typing.... my mind's blank again....

you people are sick.

chuvenya tamaneri gontawa

2005-08-08T05:42:00.000-11:00

what do you see?

count the black dots!

my new man!

2005-08-08T00:47:00.000-11:00

i saw someone.. he's tall, dark and handsome! he's my man! i saw him yesterday carrying..... tires...! i can't stop thinking about him! whenever i pass this vulcanizing shop, i kept on thinking that im gonna marry him for sure! forget about peter (pedro) the mambabalot! he sucks! he even stinks!

but what am i gonna do? im stinkin rich! i live in a hut under the bridge and he's poverty-sticken! oh how could this be? im gonna fight for my love, dear juan! i'll forget about peter, gurge, buknoy, gunggong, stib, bitoy, pablo, manoy, buboy, alfonso, pransis, barlok, junior, jorge, valdez, rufuss, baleleng, etc... i promise! mwah!

may balyena kaming kasama!

2005-08-07T20:20:00.000-11:00

last thursday, nagswimming kami.. (i didnt swim though) it was fun.. got a lil boozed then, pabalik na kami...
ate kat said, "sino may pantext sa ibang network"
obviously i replied "ako"
as i searched my bag... "shit wala cellphone ko d2!"
so is my purse!
luckily the other day.. i called the resort and they said they found my cellphone but my purse is still found missing...

un lang... saya noh? its my first time i lost something like that outside my house.. (parati ako nakakawala ng mga bagay bagay sa bahay eh.. sometimes, my sister steals my stuff without my permission! and badtrip nawala pa nya yung parati kong ginagamit.. my necklace... well, i havent proved that yet.. pero siya talaga un! im sure of it!)

oh btw, si bab yung balyena! basta!

my contender

2005-08-01T04:11:00.000-11:00

it has arrived... im afraid this happened so soon.. and im not feeling good about this thing...
sustaining this severe throe is......... REALLY PISSING ME OFF! im worn-down.. cant take it anymore!

oh well, im lucky im not like my sister! she throws up whenever she encounters this unfortunate occurrence..

its dismenorrhea.. what else?

well, i better treat my self before i find my self confined in an hospital with a cancer! (this is a caution)

lazy hour

2005-07-31T10:24:00.000-11:00

roc's gig
where: ardz katipunan
when: saturday, july 30

dami bands.. d namin naabutan si roc! sad...

july 31

may nabalitaan ako....

natigil ang tugtugan..

batuhan...

sa labas...

eto pic namin nila tammi & oka bago umuwi..

akoy tinatamad magtype..

ngaun ngaun lang.. may nakita akong naliligaw sa friendster....

bull session (with nero) part 1

2005-07-27T01:52:00.000-11:00

rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:25:59 PM): bull!
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:28:03 PM): scajshn!
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:28:04 PM): bull?
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:28:05 PM): game?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:28:42 PM): game
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:28:43 PM): kaw mauna
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:28:55 PM): bakla b tlga ako?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:29:36 PM): oo
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:30:16 PM): ikaw na
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:30:29 PM): marunong ka gumawa ng chocolate?beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:31:00 PM): nope
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:31:04 PM): e popcorn marunong ka?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:33:29 PM): uu sa kalan or microwave?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:33:38 PM): parehas!
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:33:45 PM): mas masarap sa kalan!
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:33:48 PM): oo!
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:33:48 PM):
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:33:51 PM): tama
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:34:29 PM): hehehe
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:34:32 PM): ako na ba?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:34:40 PM): akon a
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:34:42 PM):umm
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:34:56 PM): anu flavor ng popcorn favouritemo>
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:35:49 PM): bbq
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:35:59 PM): sino idol m?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:36:03 PM): ako ren!
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:36:07 PM): idol ko?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:36:08 PM): si
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:36:17 PM): ...
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:36:18 PM): wala
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:36:24 PM): hehe
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:36:27 PM): ako naman
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:37:10 PM): ilan kau magkakapatid?
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:37:50 PM): 33
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:38:00 PM): e sino nmn ang bestfriend m
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:38:01 PM): ?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:39:50 PM): wala
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:39:56 PM): close friends meron
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:40:03 PM): ako naman
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:40:07 PM): tama.
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:40:10 PM): cge
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:40:29 PM): sino mas gsto mo kasama sa inyong magkakaibigan?beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:40:50 PM): lahat
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:40:55 PM): pangit kpg isa lng e
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:41:04 PM): dpt kumpleto
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:41:26 PM): ako na
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:41:28 PM): ano ulam nio ngaun?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:41:41 PM): itlog
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:41:54 PM): actually ako lang yung kumain eh
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:41:58 PM): oh ako na
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:42:07 PM): waw ITLOG
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:42:22 PM): oo nakanakaw ako sa itlugan kanina eh
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:42:28 PM): hehe
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:42:29 PM): wahaha
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:42:30 PM):
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:42:32 PM): itlugan
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:42:38 PM): hehe
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:42:44 PM): d ko alam yung tawag e
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:42:51 PM): haha
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:42:53 PM): kaw na
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:42:55 PM): ako na
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:42:56 PM): umm
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:43:07 PM): nakikisama ka ba sa mga kapatid mo?beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:43:12 PM): hnde!!
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:43:13 PM): haha
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:43:34 PM): ilan kau magkakapatid?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:44:33 PM): 5
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:44:39 PM): ako na
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:44:57 PM): ano nilalaro mo sa pc mo?
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:45:12 PM): ok
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:45:31 PM): wala
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:45:34 PM): porno games
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:45:34 PM): yung lalake ha!
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:45:39 PM): wayoko ng babae ever. yuck
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:45:52 PM): hehehehe
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:45:54 PM): tama yan
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:46:33 PM): ako na
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:46:47 PM): ano paborito mo offline game sa conlose platforms?
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:46:53 PM): sole*
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:47:21 PM): d ko naman nagugustuhan yung mga offline games na nilalaro ko eh! hehe
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:47:28 PM): ako na
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:47:33 PM): ok
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:47:55 PM): nakakita ka na ng multo?
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:48:00 PM): di pa
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:48:09 PM): nggcng k b ng 3am minsan?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:48:35 PM): madalas
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:48:47 PM): ako na
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:48:48 PM): whoah
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:48:49 PM): ikaw na
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:49:20 PM): ano ang pinakanakakatawang tv show na pinapanood mo?
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:49:52 PM): dnt watch effing tv
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:49:53 PM): ako na
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:50:11 PM): marunong k mag bball?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:50:39 PM): magshoot lang ng hoops
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:51:18 PM): nabaliw ka na ba minsan?>
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:51:34 PM): not really
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:51:39 PM): marunong k bilyar?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:53:06 PM): nope
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:53:21 PM): nahihilo ka ba sa biyahe?
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:54:23 PM): oo nmn
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:54:27 PM): nksky k n ng barko?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:54:48 PM): bangka oo!
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:55:15 PM): barko nde?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:55:31 PM): nde ata
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:55:47 PM): ako na
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:56:03 PM): dumugo na ba ulo mo?
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:56:55 PM): oo!
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:56:59 PM): nung grade 2
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:57:00 PM): ako na
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:57:13 PM): fpj o gma?
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:58:05 PM): fpj! para 30 pesos na isang candy!
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:58:24 PM):
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:58:24 PM):
beerhasleftmecrying (7/27/2005 11:58:24 PM): kaw na
rinna_itzratz (7/27/2005 11:59:48 PM): hhehehehe

cuervo part ii

2005-07-25T03:02:00.000-11:00

tammi, ate mae, me, kuya noel, ate kat
(kita mo mata namin? an pansin mo? hehehe)

celebrity

from left to right

ate kat, cam, me, ate mae, kuya rap rap, tammi

(monday no classes)730am already and im still feeling very sleepy.. i wanna sleep pa kasi kulang pa tulog ko! im hearing voices from the other room and recognized its tammi.. 'palengkera talaga tong si tammi' im trying to ignore it and i tried to sleep again.. since ive been up once i couldnt sleep ng tuloy tuloy.. sometimes ive been hearing noises.. and sometimes.. my hair wakes me up! strong smell of cigar, nakadikit sa buhok ko! shit! ang baho!
9 am.. gumising na ko sa wakas.. checkin up on ate kat and she's still sleeping soundlly... got up and joined tammi and justin downstairs watching cardcaptor sakura which i missed last friday.. ate mae and ate kat invited me and tammi again to continue ate kat's celebration at cam's condo (not his i think...) and to celebrity after..
"d ako pwede.. hindi na ko papayagan"
"kahit pagpaalam ka namin?"
"uu, pero ittry ko naman makatakas eh.."
"cge ttwagan ka nalang namin mamaya"
nakauwi na ko kami ni tammi..
i went upstairs to clean my self up and i saw mum.. "hindi ka tumutupad sa usapan.." i continued walking as if i didnt hear her... 'kwentuhan ko kaya ito si mommy.. baka sakali lang'
i told her everything and highlighted the topic when ate kat cried! it totally made my mum change her mood! she also felt sorry for her about her friends not coming on her 18th birthday.. she was also pleased that were trying to make her birthday really special.. then my fone rang..
"hello?"
"oh rinna! pinayagan ka?"
"hindi ako pwede eh" i made my voice louder so my mum could hear it clearly.. hindi ako nagpaalam nun so i made my mum curious "anu yun?" said mum.. i broke my conversation with the other line and replied to my mum.. "aalis kasi sila ulit.. itutuloy nila yung celebration.. isusuprise nila si ate kat..!"
"rinna? kausapin ko mommy mo baka payagan ka.." i handed my phone to my mum..
"hello?... ah... oo... cge.. anung oras kayo uuwi?.... oo.. ocge..." then my mum hung the fone up na
potang ina! pinayagan nnman ako! showing her big smile.. my mum smiled back at me.. i didnt notice my younger sister there and said "bakit siya pinapayagan ako hindi" duh? as if naman.. she's only 14 and ang dami na nyang ginagawang katarantaduhan sa mommy ko.. she's been busted for so many times this year and how could she expect for our mum to allow her just like that! ate kat texted; 'sunduin ka na namin. as in now na!'
uh oh! i gotta hurry up na.. d pa ko naliligo and all of the sudden.. 'beep beep'
waaaa! 'ring ring'
"hello?"
"andito na kami!"
"waa! teka lang! 5 mins lang! sandali lang! ('5 mins? wtf?!)"
"5 mins? o cge cge.."
for cases like that i gotta take a bath for 4 mins and dress up like 1 min.. pota.. there we were..! nasa road na kami...! feeling glad.. kuya noel's driving.. we have cam, ate mae, si kambal, tammi, me and of course ate kat! we stopped over to a grocery store where we'll buy some drinks and chips for our stay at the condo.. where cam's staying.. we cooked hotdogs w/ catsup and had a lil chat about ghosts and stuff were planning to stay there nalang.. but their father came... everyone didnt expect that he was coming..! we all gave a great stare at the cans of redhorse.. luckily, malabo ang eyes ng father nila so he thought that its only coke..! whew! since their father was there we decided to move to celebrity and continue our session there instead!
since all of us are still thinkin of lunch at 4pm.. we ate our lunch there.. we had crispy pata and sisig..! just to fill up our tummy for a lil bit of alcohol! hihihhi! after eating.. kuya noel's carrying a round piece of cake.. with different flavours by slice actually! heheh.. she made her wish and blew the candle! then they ordered shots of cuervo tequilla of each one of us! we forced justin to drink it (he doesnt drink kasi eh) and there was a toast for ate kat's birthday! "cheers!!" justin liked it and ready for more!
"another round please!"
nasarapan sila for the second time and decided to buy a whole bottle of cuervo.. u wanna know how much 1 shot of cuervo costs? 90 pesos! how far more sa isang bottle?
after drinkin it all up, we went BOWLING!
i got excited because it'll be my first time to bowl..! and im so happy that i can hit some pins! one time i hit 6 pins and the second time, i got the rest of it! woohoo! after bowling, we went to the cafe again and ate kat and ate mae sang with a pianist.. they both have a nice voice!
tammi and justin are getting along very well! ... justine's sisters are very happy that justin finally got attracted to a girl for the 1 1/2 time! the last one didnt turn out good! we got home 1130pm already..
but jason got busted on smoking!

cuervo part i

2005-07-25T01:23:00.000-11:00

ate kat's (aka bat bat) birthday! her 18th actually.. no gowns, no balloons, no candles.. just a simple party! food was great!
people who came were tammi, jem, roc, daddy rap rap, aries, kuya noel, cam... d ko na kilala yung iba! hehehe..
i was the first one who got there. (sinabihan tuloy akong excited!) then came tammi, roc and jem and the others with ate mae (ate kat's big sis).. we ate our hapunan.. tuwa ako may shrimp! ^_^
after that.. i didnt know they were planning on goin out for ktv! sabi ko im only allowed til midnight! sakto sabi nila not to worry coz Celebrity will close at midnight then makakauwi na kami nun! it was 930 already that time bago kami umalis.. we gotta hurry up para dami time!
unfortunately.. celebrity club was already closed by the time we got there.. (naku nabadtrip ng onte si ate kat) hmm.. d naman sila papayag na masira yung night so they must find another ktv place!... i think the second place they saw is still open! woohoo! ok na.. the place is not bad at all! its my first time to enter a place like that.. so there we are..! me and tammi are so excited to sing! so we started the fun by singing few songs we know! it was fun though no one's paying attention to us! because we sang as if bara-bara lang yung pagkanta namin! haha.. they ordered drinks and their pulutan!
its 1 am already! and i completely forgot about my cerfew! i felt a sudden vibration coming from my pocket.. then i saw my mum's calling! "patay!"
"hello?"
"anong oras na?"
"hindi pa ko makakauwi ma, wala pang nagsisi uwian d2 eh.. wala akong kasabay.."
blah blah nakalimutan ko na yung pinagsasasabi namin nun.. then came ate kat.. (ipagpapaalam daw nya ako)
"hello tita, pwede po ba magstay si rinna d2 sa bahay?"
"susunduin nlng siya ng kuya nya"
yun lang ung naaalala ko..
after that conversation.. i texted my mum
rinna: ma pwede ba magsleep over nlng ako d2? ngayon lang naman eh..
mum: no
tammi texted mum as me
tammi: ma, dont worry, im safer that safe! please lang.
i knew it wont work kasi i never used "please lang" to my mum!
mum: susunduin kita bukas. pero this will be the last (she always says that)
"ANG GALING GALING KO!!! WOOOO! RINNA PINAYAGAN KA NA!"
"potang ina!"
minutes later..
ate kat cried.. she's sad because all of her friends except one didnt come at her celebration.. and there's no cake for her debut.. were all feeling bad about this.. especially ate mae who started crying after her.. so super kuya noel is to the rescue..! since all the bakeshops are already closed, kuya noel came with an idea.. instead of cake..... PAKWAN! a slice of watermelon with a candle on the middle was presented to her to cheer her up!
"HAPPY BITHDAY TO YOU.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..."
3am... time to go.. all of us are already tipsy... quite satisfied with all those singing.. and dancing! now, were at the galiste's house again.. their mother opened the gate for us! we must conrol ous selves so that she wont know that we've been drinkin! upstairs.. ate mae's telling her mother our happenings! then her mother saw tammi and asked her something! pota ang daldal ni tammi! ate mae and me looked at each other and gave tammi a disappointing look...
"si tammi lang ata yung nalasing eh!" sabi ng mum ni ate mae
"hindi po tita! onti lang naman po yung nainom ko eh!"
busted!
its time for bed.. i slept at ate kats room, tammi at ate mae's, jason (ate kat and ate mae's lil brother, twin brother of justin) and jem at the library...

buhay sa bukid

2005-07-22T23:05:00.000-11:00

patay na lahat ng manok.. wala na ko makatay!

fooled!

2005-07-22T19:04:00.000-11:00

sarap sarap talaga manloko! wala lang! havent done this for weeks!

hahaha! i have a friend at ang pangalan nya ay jason...! nakita ko sya online sa ym! then.. i sent an instant message.. the usual greeting then he replied eventually... he added, "uy nagyayaya ng inuman si bobo bukas!" ('bobo' is my good friend jem.. they always tease him bobo) i said i couldnt come kasi im goin to pampanga! hindi nga rin ako makakapunta sa birthday of ate kat eh! i suddenly added that ill be staying there for a year. i chuckled and i added "operahan ako eh." he's really bothered now that i said that! finally he said why.. sabi ko... "there's something wrong kasi with my lungs!" i made a big grin on my face continuing that topic.. at first, he didnt believe it but i convinced him eventually by giving him dramatic lines! (i dont remember kung anu anu ung nasasabi ko eh)..... then at that point.. he said (i think) "one year? mamimiss kita!"
sabi ko naman that ill miss them too! then i tried to ignore the topic for a while and open a new one.. about his school! he said wala raw sila prof buong araw.. sabi pa nya.. he's been playing his game 'warcraft dota'.. he continued, "un lang pinagkakaabalahan ko ngayon eh!" sabi ko i miss my games as well and i want to try 'ROSE' mmorpg... i told him that naiinis ako kasi i havent got one eh paalis na ako nun.. he felt sorry..... i think then suggested that he'll come over..! it stopped there without knowing my answer for that! ^_^ all the way since weve started that conversation... tawa lang ako ng tawa!! the maid thinks that im losing my mind over a computer! "anu ba yan? loka loka ka na! ano ba meron sa computer na yan?" now finally.. i wanna stop na kasi.. the thought na jason will get mad at me if i make this worse.. i said goodbye na.. he was totally fooled! last time naloko ko naman si nero! nakalimutan ko na kung anu un eh.. ^_^ nga pla.. i told jason that he's been fooled right after i turned invisible in ym.. sabi nya ang sana ko raw? >_<

locked up

2005-07-21T18:29:00.000-11:00

d na ko nakapag update ng blog..! oh well..
andito ako sa room ng brother ko using the computer.. i noticed the door knob is broken so i thought na kung isasara ko yun.. it wont open..! so i kept it open while i play mu offline (lan connected).. the wind got harder and in a split second, bang! the door closed! first thing i did was to try to open it! but it wont budge! pota nakakainis! stuck ako d2 sa room! and i remembered may window pala na pwede kong labasan and will lead me to the backyard! i looked for tools na magoopen nung knob ksi if my brother finds out about this he'll blame me if he'll not sleep in his rooom tonite! my brother wont fit in the window that much! hehe.. i tried opening the knob..! 2 hrs later, whew! nabuksan ko rin sa wakas! one thing i missed during the incident was the maya chocolate fudge brownie mix! pinapapak ko un eh! yung powder lang! hihihi msarap! im going to cook kfc style french fries again! but we ran out of potatoes so i'll ask mum if she could buy me 3 kilos of it! its for 2 weeks supply! lakas ako kumain nun eh! though its a lil oily pero it'll help me from eating too much fatty foods! im gaining a lot of weight! the maid said "rinna bumibilog yung mukha mo!" nako jus ko! hahaha!
my mum said magkakaroon daw ng 'super bagyo' last sunday pero im still waiting for it till now!
you know what im missin right now? shrimp! kahit na kakakain ko lang nun last saturday sa laguna..! uwi ng tita ko from bulacan! i think its about 3 kilos ata! 2 types of dishes wer cooked out of shrim! sinigang na hipon and dampa style (sweet and cooked with butter).. my brother cooked chicken dipped with tempura breading! and my cousins loved it..! they were dstracted from eating the shrimp! now im planning to eat it all by my self (sobrang sarap)! i ate i think half kilo of shrimp! grabe ang sarap ulitin nun! uuwi ako ng bulacan para lang sa sobrang laking hipon! wala lang..! namiss ko lang ung hipon!
last night, nero and i played 'bull session' and i discovered that nero is GAY! hahahaha! sabi nya eh! see? talk to him! haha!

ay pota! i missed sakura! new season ngaun eh! 5 pm! eh 630 na! leche!

it finally started

2005-07-20T04:24:00.000-11:00

at last! nakastart din ako sa blog na 2! haha... i gotta write something! but im not in the mood right now! maybe later! pagkatapos kong kumain ng fries ko..! i invented the recipe, see? potatoes dipped in chicken tucky.. it tasted like some of the fastfood's fries! ive also tried flour, ginisa mix, salt and pepper! this one contains betsin so it might be bad for us! so ill stick to the chicken tucky nlng!
i forgot to thank nero's blog site! haha.. i copied some of the details in his site. so as ey's! arigatou! Ü