i dont see why i am doing this

this is not the time to tell at least someone about this shit, but im thinking about leaving my house... no special reason really.. just for some peace.. if i am to give a licence and ofcourse --- a car, 5 minutes after this updating shit, ill be outta this house! thinking about apparating to a beach.. or atleast a wide crappy place (without anything in sight) .. freaky id say that..

another thought..

everytime i feel "sad" or whatever you call it, i always feel like crying.. something-heavy-inside-my-chest feeling.. you damn know what im talking about!

hey you.. the man with a power shit.. take me to the ocean! make sure you'll give me someone to talk to! like the sea monster or something! i dont like human.. they're not worth my thoughts! take me to the mountains instead! there ill find my self slashed to death by a warewolf or some crazy animal which i will be their tasty dinner! got it? disobey me, you die.. happy birthday genie of mine!!


if i dont die tonite, i might as well have a nightmare...


dont appreciate this, human?


like i wanted you here...


i am a freak who fancy death.. i see souls everywhere like i am one of them. looking horribly funny without their eyeballs intact... well.. i just hope they were.. i dream about it almost every cursed resting hours.


you think im mad? laugh all you can human! ill see you soon when death reaches you.

good day reader

outta here

im having rough times without my cellphone..
blame my self.. felt so reckless..

now that i realized that no one's tempting to reach this damn site anymore, i might as well -- not shut it down really, but to express my self more! haha sounds silly but its making feel a bit better. shouting out some of thoughts but no one dares to listen! thats a good thing really.. never told my old friends about my self ya know..

well, my life is turning to be a bit boring nowadays.. no inspirations whatsoever. its pretty lame to think about it but i am merely thinking about my self now than anyone.. yeah, selfish isnt it? yes though, if you try to imagine what my life's now, youll reckon i am a loner or something.. darn you heard that right.. im trying to be actually.. haha if you find it rather odd, this is just a part of me. you ought to know this! haha

im talking nonsense again

well school's not fun -- and it has never been worth while if you ask me.. i always come late.. and i've done it much purposely..

shall i interest you for more further thoughts of mine you ought to know? nah.. im not taking this stuff seriously anyway! people might find it less interesting.

have you tried drinking a rather strong coffee late night before sleeping? i did it once yesterday.. i force thy eyes to rest and its obvious you know i cant sleep for the great effect of caffeine to my nerves is driving me mad. foolish of you if you think im complaining. later that night, i was thinking all sorts of things.. about my cell being no where to be seen, thinking i havent seen my inbox for ages.. and the stuff i ought to do.. there are loads of it i tell ya.. and then i started crying. and the funny thing is.. my mind is absolutely blank! 5 in the morning i felt really tired.. rested my eyes once more and started to feel sleepy.. minutes later.. my mum's yells began to spread all over the house to keep the people moving.. to think that im supposed to wake up 8 in the morning. this is a mad experience!

now, still up... typing.... my mind's blank again....



you people are sick.

chuvenya tamaneri gontawa

what do you see?

count the black dots!

my new man!

i saw someone.. he's tall, dark and handsome! he's my man! i saw him yesterday carrying..... tires...! i can't stop thinking about him! whenever i pass this vulcanizing shop, i kept on thinking that im gonna marry him for sure! forget about peter (pedro) the mambabalot! he sucks! he even stinks!

but what am i gonna do? im stinkin rich! i live in a hut under the bridge and he's poverty-sticken! oh how could this be? im gonna fight for my love, dear juan! i'll forget about peter, gurge, buknoy, gunggong, stib, bitoy, pablo, manoy, buboy, alfonso, pransis, barlok, junior, jorge, valdez, rufuss, baleleng, etc... i promise! mwah!

may balyena kaming kasama!

last thursday, nagswimming kami.. (i didnt swim though) it was fun.. got a lil boozed then, pabalik na kami...
ate kat said, "sino may pantext sa ibang network"
obviously i replied "ako"
as i searched my bag... "shit wala cellphone ko d2!"
so is my purse!
luckily the other day.. i called the resort and they said they found my cellphone but my purse is still found missing...



un lang... saya noh? its my first time i lost something like that outside my house.. (parati ako nakakawala ng mga bagay bagay sa bahay eh.. sometimes, my sister steals my stuff without my permission! and badtrip nawala pa nya yung parati kong ginagamit.. my necklace... well, i havent proved that yet.. pero siya talaga un! im sure of it!)



oh btw, si bab yung balyena! basta!